


"And me, I still believe in paradise. But now at least I know it's not some place you can look for, 'cause it's not where you go. It's how you feel for a moment in your life when you're a part of something, and if you find that moment... it lasts forever..." - The Beach









Last week I went to see a doctor, for the first time as a private entity, making use of my personal health insurance. No worries, it is nothing serious, just a knee injury that is having some problems in healing completely. The whole process is far from clear to me, specially when you have three parts involved: a Portuguese patient, a Chilean clinic and an international (English) insurance company. Let's put it like this:
The time of reality shows is far from gone in Chile. TV channels fight for audience between them, each one with its own kind of show. One of them started a series of reality shows, where people live in a particular historical time, with the existent conditions and technology and the same outfit of those times. The first one was called 1810 and they are now starting the 1910. The name obviously states the time they live in. Next year, the 2010 will go out, celebrating the bicentenario, Chile's 200 years. These realities involve celebrities invited to participate and they compete among them to win a prize of 50 million pesos, something like 65,000 Euro. But I don't see TV here, so how do I know all this? Things happen...
I was on holidays, in Portugal, ten months after the last time. It was the annual visit, paid to family and friends. I left one world, in Chile, to arrive at another world, in Portugal. When you live in two completely separate worlds that you enjoy, you can easily be inside each of them and find good moments, happiness and comfort. Unfortunately, switching between worlds that are totally separate implies leaving all of one world behind and grab all you had left before from the other world. Leaving things behind is never easy, I'm actually terrible in achieving that, and grab all you left would be easy only if you grabbed exactly what you left, if nothing changed meanwhile, if you didn't have to realize that what you left is not as you left it anymore. The switching process is therefore tougher, harder and you even risk staying trapped between worlds. Since all you can carry from one world to the other are memories, you can easily find yourself dwelling in them, trying to make memories real and pull them into the current world. This happened to me last year, and costed me one month of happiness in Chile. This year things went smoother, I was prepared. I only arrived this morning to a cold Santiago, I do not know yet how I will feel on the next days, but chances are good that I don't dwell again in a world that does not exist...
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